tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.comments2023-05-06T00:36:19.535-07:00Under the Same SkyKatlyn Hudginshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15175690917613064099noreply@blogger.comBlogger23125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-5943727515546219912022-01-28T02:46:27.402-08:002022-01-28T02:46:27.402-08:00Thanks for posting this blog. I am very impressed ...Thanks for posting this blog. I am very impressed with your blog and it is very useful for me and others.<br /><a href="https://twitter.com/hillnat289/status/1483383234084077570" rel="nofollow">Nursing Assistant School Salton Sea CA</a>Mdabdul Azizhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02573624761399360897noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-25850806153196183832021-10-18T08:51:21.067-07:002021-10-18T08:51:21.067-07:00Thanks for sharing such a wonderful blogs. its ver...Thanks for sharing such a wonderful blogs. its very useful. 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So beautiful.Hannah Rosehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03789383446266473340noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-46868582056647189422012-01-07T20:44:46.176-08:002012-01-07T20:44:46.176-08:00I just want to say how sorry I am that you have ha...I just want to say how sorry I am that you have had to suffer. I lost my little Bean in Nov at 10 weeks after doing an IUI treatment for infertility. We were shocked when I got pregnant as we'd been trying for 5 years since our last m/c. My heart felt everything in this post that you wrote... <br />Crystal from The Redhead Files :)The Redheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05156109830130395171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-51529735763683746662011-12-11T16:03:58.035-08:002011-12-11T16:03:58.035-08:00We haven't been tested for anything yet. We ar...We haven't been tested for anything yet. We are just taking it day by day praying about where God wants us next. We want to adopt from Uganda or Ethiopia. <br />Still praying for you. I hope we get our rainbow baby soon. Three babies in heaven is three to many. I miss them everyday.Katlyn Hudginshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15175690917613064099noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-45664122145241037142011-12-10T18:27:38.987-08:002011-12-10T18:27:38.987-08:00If you are planning on adoption in America, it sho...If you are planning on adoption in America, it shouldn't be an issue. Plus, you are only depressed because you losses your babies. If you had a baby, you wouldn't be as depressed. I do understand you not wanting to list that though. My husband and I want to adopt as well, but not for a couple of years until he gets out of school. <br /><br />Thank you, it's not looking good. After two losses I kind of know what to expect. I had extreme cramping and back aches for hours on end today. (although it doesn't usually feel like that until I'm actually bleeding heavily) The two times before that would be follower by bleeding the next day. I hate the waiting game. Did you get tested for any blood issues or genetic mutations? I was, by then again, the treatment doesn't appear to be working...I really pray God blesses us with this rainbow baby, and doesn't make us wait any longer.Courtneyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02252614502346761372noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-58384766301441313482011-12-10T17:58:14.461-08:002011-12-10T17:58:14.461-08:00I have thought about talking to my doctor about it...I have thought about talking to my doctor about it but I am trying so hard to do this unmedicated. Part of the reason is because we plan on adopting and I am worried about having depression listed on the forms. :/ I have more good days than bad days so I just keep trying to work through it. <br />I will pray for you, I hope this is your rainbow baby.Katlyn Hudginshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15175690917613064099noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-40646591307917723482011-12-10T10:08:57.495-08:002011-12-10T10:08:57.495-08:00Are we the same person? It feels like it after re...Are we the same person? It feels like it after reading your post. Six months or so after my second miscarriage, and I got on Zoloft, I think I stopped making people so uncomfortable. At first it was unintentional, then I think it because a personal sick joke, like laughing at darkness. I think I mentioned in my previous post that I'm 5 weeks pregnant. I'm taking my medicine like I'm supposed to, but this morning I had such pain and cramping that I couldn't go to work. I'm still hurting. Everyone is telling me, these things are normal...blah blah blah...but it's hard to hold on to faith, when your history tells you differently.Courtneyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02252614502346761372noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-34079251361317826362011-12-09T08:27:51.593-08:002011-12-09T08:27:51.593-08:00I also saw your post on faces of loss. I think how...I also saw your post on faces of loss. I think how you took care of your babies is beautiful. All mommas ache to take care of our lost babies. I hope you can be nicer to yourself. This is uncharted territory of all of us after such a traumatic event takes place. I honestly believe there are 2 levels to loss- the grieving for the baby and the shock that something went wrong-like PTSD. I agree with Courtney that Factor V Lieden and MTHFR are some tests that should be done. I took baby aspirin after my son was stillborn and it made all the difference. Warning- it makes your nose bleed at random.<br />Best of luck in the future.<br />Cathy- Griffin 1993Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-50564053983385868922011-12-07T21:27:03.148-08:002011-12-07T21:27:03.148-08:00Oh hunny, I just wish I could hug you and we could...Oh hunny, I just wish I could hug you and we could cry together! I saw you on facesofloss as well. I just cried my eyes out reading your absolutely beautiful and touching story. It was not crazy AT ALL. I think that what you did was amazing and beautiful and shows the sanctity of human life at any age. I'm also jealous, jealous that I didn't think to name my sweet angel babies because I was only 5 1/2 weeks when I miscarried both of them. It would be nice to be able to call them something. I'm so sorry you had to go through what you've been through. I want to encourage you to do two things that have helped me. 1. Get on an anti-drepressant. It's life changing. I am one of those people that says oh yeah sure if you need them take them, but was too stubborn to take them myself. Until I realized that I had wasted probably 5 months of my life not living because I just could't. I just couldn't. My husband, me dear, sweet wonderful husband, was doing everything. And going to school full time. And working part-time. I work part-time too, but during this time you could use the word "work" loosely. 2. Find someone that has been through a miscarriage that you can talk to at anytime that will understand. I found a girl that I was friends with on facebook but just acquaintances in real life and she has been wonderful and a Godsend. <br /><br />As I mentioned before I lost my two babies very early on. One on November 7, 2010 and one January 15, 2011. Since the last one I couldn't seem to get pregnant. My doctor put me on Clomid and I just found out I'm pregnant. I really want to put an exclamation point at the end of that but I just can't. Tonight I started having some dull lower back aches...the same way it started the first two times. It turns out I have compound heterozygous MTHFR. (an astounding amount of the population has it and I recommend you get tested, if your doctor said that doesn't effect pregnancy, I'd recommend getting a new doctor) My sweet doctor, whom I adore assured me that with a simple baby aspirin, a special medicine to help me absorb folic acid, and prenatal vitamins, I was almost guaranteed a healthy baby. I'm praying, praying, praying that this one stays around. I really don't think I can handle going through it again. God has been the only thing holding me up during all of this mess, but I think I'd rather go be with him than experience a loss like that again. I'm praying for you and your husband, my dear. I pray God blesses you both more than you thought possible with as many kids as you can handle...maybe even one or two extra :) Like you, my husband and I want to have at least 2 (maybe 4) and adopt 2 (maybe 4) ;)Courtneyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02252614502346761372noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-23549636154614101912011-12-07T20:41:31.638-08:002011-12-07T20:41:31.638-08:00I found your story on FB through Faces of Loss. I ...I found your story on FB through Faces of Loss. I wanted to reach out to you during this time. I too miscarried a baby. My miscarriage was back in March. Your story brought back so many memories that I have pushed back because they are painful. I delivered my sweet baby at my parents house; I was 10 weeks pregnant. It was scary, gruesome and heartbreaking. I wished I had saved my baby but like others I didn't. I think your picture is beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story. God bless.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15599777640692514560noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-4262945243541966032011-11-29T13:13:52.972-08:002011-11-29T13:13:52.972-08:00God gives you heartache, not to make you hurt, but...God gives you heartache, not to make you hurt, but instead to do to you so he can work through you. Gods plan isn't always easy, but trust that even through the pain be holds your hand and is guiding you thru the darkness. <br /><br />-meaganMeaganhttp://god.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-63366340263425760632011-11-20T12:40:55.362-08:002011-11-20T12:40:55.362-08:00I try not to feel bad. I have moments when I cry b...I try not to feel bad. I have moments when I cry but sometimes it's just too hard to cry because it hurts to much. I feel peace for my babies so maybe that is why I can't really cry much. I know where they are so I didn't "lose" them. I am only sad because I miss them.Katlyn Hudginshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15175690917613064099noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-17581560640944488082011-11-18T11:26:01.463-08:002011-11-18T11:26:01.463-08:00IT doesn't make you a bad mother hun, not at a...IT doesn't make you a bad mother hun, not at all it makes you human. When I was pregnant the second time around I didn't even tell anyone for fear of miscarrying. When I did miscarry I was so numb, Mike would be next to me crying and I just couldn't cry or comfort him. I wouldn't allow myself to feel the pain I was in. We tried again right away and now we have Aidan. I think me being numb caused me not to stress, I almost expected to miscarry and put little thought into being pregnant until my second trimester. I didn't even go to the doctor until I was 11 weeks and this is when they found out my progesterone was low. My point of telling you this is so you don't feel bad for being numb, its normal to feel numb after your hearts been broken so badly. I still fear something bad is going to happen to Aidan on a daily basis, but I thank God daily that he has kept him safe and here with me.Tiffanynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-88018849437832853422011-11-16T20:05:58.887-08:002011-11-16T20:05:58.887-08:00Beautiful! I love how open and honest you are! Pra...Beautiful! I love how open and honest you are! Praying for you!joshbethhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00320082625839990465noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-5071515411363392172011-11-16T18:58:50.360-08:002011-11-16T18:58:50.360-08:00Hey Anonymous,
It just hit me... if you have seen...Hey Anonymous,<br /><br />It just hit me... if you have seen the "I would have been as big as a house" comment that means you can see my photos on facebook... that means you are a friend of mine on facebook because my albums are private.<br />Would you please tell me who you are so we can talk one and one?<br /><br />Love, KatlynKatlyn Hudginshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15175690917613064099noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-72997243741269794452011-11-16T14:21:30.883-08:002011-11-16T14:21:30.883-08:00Dear Anonymous,
Truly if you knew me you would re...Dear Anonymous,<br /><br />Truly if you knew me you would realize I do NOT have an eating disorder. I am thin by nature. At nine months pregnant my grandmother weighed 110lbs at 5ft tall. My mother at 5ft3 weighed 125 with me. It is genetics. I was to gain an EXTRA five pounds (which is EXTRA after the first thirty pounds).<br /><br />If you read anything else you would realize that "not gain weight or stay hydrated" because I have digestion issues. I have an allergy to bleach in food and certain carbs. The baby was sucking up my nutrients because my intestings were having problems and not digeting right, which is not my fault. I went in to have a colonoscopy in January because of my stupid intestines. My health issues have nothing to do with an eating disorder. <br /><br />They had me drinking that much water because I had ketones in my urine because I had a fever and was dehydrated. Again if you were reading you would clearly see that my doctor was NOT concerned about my weight or health. <br /><br />My husband not tell me the truth? Ha, he tells me all the time I am too thin. He knows I am trying to gain weight but I don't gain weight easily. He went with me to every single prenatal appointment and HEARD the DOCTOR tell me that I am HEALTHY. <br /><br />Would you like to see my medical records to prove that I do NOT have an eating disorder?<br /><br />Hunny, I was a health counselor for a high school. I am also getting my degree in counseling. I know the drill.<br /><br />You may want to get to know someone before you tell them they have an eating disorder. A counselor would know not to jump to conclusions and a counselor would believe the persons obgyn when they say she is healthy.<br /><br />Love, KatlynAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-17835131287825261602011-11-14T18:57:25.684-08:002011-11-14T18:57:25.684-08:00Oh and you're criticizing me by saying I (as h...Oh and you're criticizing me by saying I (as her friend) wouldnt stand up and say what's right. <br /><br />Guess what? Here I am. I am saying YOU are wrong. Comparing her babies for<br />Going to heaven not by her choice to an abortion (someone choosing to end the pregnancy) is messed up and sick!! You are so full of assumptions and it honestly pisses me off! She has a lot of people who care about her and willing to say the tough things when they are needed to be said; however, this is NOT one f those times. You can disagree but to say such hurtful things is just wrong. <br /><br />Love, alex<br /><br />P.s. Nobody knows what causes preeclampsia - so you may want to verify more info before you get your google md.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-54721005473105767532011-11-14T18:48:52.602-08:002011-11-14T18:48:52.602-08:00Ok, I'm 99.9% sure by when she said to "g...Ok, I'm 99.9% sure by when she said to "gain an extra 5lbs" she meant over the<br />Recommended weight. Just because she said she would be as big as a house, doesn't mean she has a problem with that. Each person "speaks" differently.....you did imply that she had an eating disorder, you did imply that if she eats more it will help carry a baby to term and you did imply she was afraid to gain weight. <br /><br />All which is 100% innapropriae to ASSUME to someone you've never met let alone stumbled upon their blog. I know her personally and know she has done everything in her power and continues to do so, to give her babies a perfect life here on earth while she had them. <br /><br />Your first comment may not have meant to be hurtful, but your second one there is no way around it. A dr telling someone to up protein/carbamazepine/water is not unheard of. So next time be a tad (ok a lot) more<br />Considerate with your words - especially towards a complete stranger.<br />P.s. Consider signing your name and not hiding behind a computer screen while saying such strong words!<br /><br />Thanks,<br />Notsoanonymous alexAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-39742195454808962792011-11-14T10:47:31.368-08:002011-11-14T10:47:31.368-08:00I'm a counselor for girls with eating disorder...I'm a counselor for girls with eating disorders. Regardless of what your size is, it's still apparent by the way you talk that there's an underlying issue. That alone worries me. What worries me further is that you don't have someone that will step up and talk to you about the truth. Rather, you have people that will say yes and agree with you regardless. Ask your friends. They won't ever dare to disagree with you or tell you the truth about anything. That includes your husband. <br /><br />Again, I don't mean to offend you, but the way in which you speak and the things that you say worry me. It would worry me to see another baby gone to heaven or a baby born with severe issues because your body could "not gain weight or stay hydrated" (AS YOUVE STATED BY YOUR OWN ACCORD) nor could you seek help as those around you have refused to stand up to whats right. You criticize abortion and say noone will stand up for these children. What about your child? Noone will stand up and tell you that you are potentially hurting your child by showing signs of an eating disorder. <br /><br />Prove me wrong. Tell me someone that would actually tell you that you did wrong, that your messed up, or that you need help for something. See what the responses are from them. Do not ask them if they would tell you, as lies is skin deep and a great way to hide behind curtains. I guarantee that noone will step up and tell you that you messed up. Instead, they will offer their support and prayers, but no help. A friend is someone that in times of distress, will stand up to even you. Tell you that your zipper is open, that your shirt is unbuttoned, or that they suspect that you could be hurting yourself. You do not have this. <br /><br />Hunny, I found your blog by mistake. I was looking for my friend's blog and typed it in wrong. The first thing I saw intrigued me to read more. I don't feel that I found your blog by coincidence. I too am highly religious. I've encountered many girls and even women who have hurt themselves and those around them.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-54583904949480229352011-11-14T10:47:12.557-08:002011-11-14T10:47:12.557-08:00Nothing I posted in my comment was meant to hurt y...Nothing I posted in my comment was meant to hurt you. However, perhaps you should look at your own replies before you criticize what I say to you. I in no way stated that you are anorexic as you seem to imply. From a third person perspective, this is what I see. <br /><br />By your own accord:<br />Baby sucking up nutrients:<br />"I was put on a rotating carb and protein every two hours. I was supposed to drink 3/4 of a gallon to a whole gallon a day. They said that I was losing weight because the baby was sucking up all my nutrients. "<br />The reason why I stated stay on the diet given and take your prenatals.<br /><br />Since you mentioned eating disorder though, I'll remark on this. Perhaps you have someone who loves you enough in your life to quit being a yes-sayer and tell you the truth of what you say and what is read. <br />RED FLAG<br />My weight didn't change much but I started to feel better.<br />holy cow, if this baby would have gone to term I would have been the size of a house <br /> I am at the small end she wanted me to gain an extra 5lbs over the course of the pregnancy. <br /><br />Articles to read:<br />http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/pregnancy-weight-gain/PR00111<br /><br />Please, read these articles and tell me again about healthy weight gained during pregnancy? I'm sorry but there is no way that your doctor told you that you need to gain 5lbs during your pregnancy and find it disturbing that your brain thinks that's perfectly normal. 7lbs of baby+7+lbs of placenta and other material does not = a 5lbs weight gain. If your doctor did in fact say that, I would question whether she believes you have an issue with your weight. <br />In fact, the mayo clinic states 25-40lbs weight gain. This is a very far cry from 5lbs. I understand that some people, even small people, can gain nothing during their pregnancy and deliver healthy babies, however this is not the norm. The norm is what is strived for and wanted to be seen. No doctor will mention an exception rather than a norm unless she has underlying cause and physical body size is not it. If it was, that 25-40lbs of norm would be more like 5-20lbs.<br /><br />"The following complications are associated with eating disorders during pregnancy:<br /><br />Premature labor<br />Low birth weight<br />Stillbirth or fetal death<br />Increased risk of cesarean birth<br />Delayed fetal growth<br />Respiratory problems<br />Gestational diabetes<br />Complications during labor<br />Depression<br />Miscarriage<br />Preeclampsia"<br /><br />http://www.americanpregnancy.org/pregnancyhealth/eatingdisorders.html<br />http://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/nedaDir/files/documents/handouts/Pregnant.pdf<br />http://abcnews.go.com/Health/WomensHealth/pregorexia-pregnancy-eating-disorders-mix/story?id=13143285#.TsFe4oAbVOYAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3525861584844563028.post-10207119447266829182011-11-08T14:00:36.448-08:002011-11-08T14:00:36.448-08:00This comment has been removed by a blog administrator.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com