Mundane

Today has been very mundane. Not good, not bad; just existing I guess. Its been a long few weeks and I have so much to do before we let out for summer. I can hardly consentrate on the task at hand because my mind always seems to want to think about nothing but Riley. If I got paid to think about Riley I would have made millions in the last two weeks.

The end of the school year is drawing near and that means I have the summer off for work. My last day is June 2nd. It is very relieving to know I will have a few weeks to just exist and not have any real obligations. We plan on vacationing with my parents sometime and his parents are coming out to visit in June. It will be nice to be able to spend some time with family. We are also trying to see of we can make it out to Maryland where Andrews family is for Christmas. I guess this year is all about family time. Its a good thing because Andrew and I are very family oriented but its hard for me because I know there will always be one family member missing from all of the joyous occasions.

Tomorrow will be the two week mark on the day we lost Riley. Its hard to wrap my head around that we will not be bringing our baby home this winter. Rileys due date was the end of December begining of January (December 30st to January 3rd). Riley porbably would have been a New Years baby. What a wonderful way to celebrate the new year... Until we meet you in heaven baby.